Drowned out by a pool of red
Intoxicating my system
Reminding me of the same shade flowing through me
Smoke clouding the space I currently reside
Reminiscent of the outside skies I fear to face
Rather than experience the harsh uncertainties that have currupted further explorations into a child with the bright curious eyes
Built up a wall of hate
Sheltered into a fantasy of recreating a promising neverland
The silver lining has lost its shine
But instead is just a line of grey,
The same hue to remind me of the color of what questions represent
To know things aren't always clear as night & day, black & white,
Grey shades, convey the in between journey
Tick tock
The sound that invades my hours of awareness, as a constant reminder that time is falling upon us
And eventually that blare everyone fears to face will wake us up only to say TIMES UP!
Disturbing my thoughts and waking me up from this emotionless song flowing through, infecting my eardrums of harmful thoughts,
Stood another form to unclench these hands used to forming fist of anger,
Whispering words to say we'll form one fist,
And I look down to realize yours have occupied the empty spaces in between to reassure me I am not alone
Eyes that used to invision crimson pains washed away by pools of blue, you wash away the flood with the same palms that used to fill the spaces in my hands
One look & all the reds & blues have dispersed to form a yellow expression
Shining as bright as the suns glow
When I finally look into those pupils filled with a worried expression
I am awaken
I look up at the skies to find that north star to lead me home resides in front of me with another set of bright eyes
Reinstating a lost feeling or warmth once again
The sun has embodied a human form that has captured me with its rays
Now, I am remembering hope
Now, I am remembering love
Now, I am remembering to smile
I am finding my sunshine
